A defiant Rihanna steps out as she attempts to put Chris Brown "love of my life" comments behind her

'I left my bulls*** in August 2012': A defiant Rihanna steps out in a khaki ensemble… as she attempts to put Chris Brown 'love of my life' comments behind her

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23:05 GMT, 1 September 2012

She recently admitted Chris Brown is the 'love of her life' and she will 'always' have feelings for him.

But it would seem Rihanna is attempting to move on from the revealing television interview she gave to chat show host Oprah Winfrey last month.

As she stepped out in London earlier today (Saturday), the 24-year-old singer posted a series of cryptic messages on her Twitter page, suggesting she is hoping to put the past behind her as a new month beckons.

Moving on: Rihanna - pictured leaving her London hotel earlier today - seems to be keen to put the past behind her

Moving on: Rihanna – pictured leaving her London hotel earlier today – seems to be keen to put the past behind her

After admitting to her 25 million followers that she was struggling to sleep last night, the Where Have You Been hitmaker vowed to leave all her 'bulls*** in August 2012', before referring to an unknown person as a ****.

Posting a picture asking the month of September to 'be good' to her, she wrote: 'I left all my bulls*** in August 2012!!!! #nomore****'

Immediately afterwards, the Bajan beauty posted an emotional message about love on to her page.

It read: 'The day we fell in love, it was so beautiful, his hands his tender touch. I remember the day in September when we fell in love.'

But it would seem the pop princess was suffering from conflicting emotions, with her later posting a snap which red: 'You know it's love when it makes you f***ing crazy'.

Beaming: Rihanna couldn't keep the grin off her face as she arrived at London's King's Cross station ready to board a train to Paris earlier today

Beaming: Rihanna couldn't keep the grin off her face as she arrived at London's King's Cross station ready to board a train to Paris earlier today

'Be good to me, September': Rihanna looked calm, confident and relaxed as she stepped out in a khaki ensemble earlier today (Saturday)

'Be good to me, September': Rihanna looked calm, confident and relaxed as she stepped out in a khaki ensemble earlier today (Saturday)

'Be good to me, September': Rihanna looked calm, confident and relaxed as she stepped out in a khaki ensemble earlier today (Saturday)

But the star didn't display any hint of her restless night as she left her London hotel this morning and prepared to head to Paris.

Wearing a baggy khaki denim hooded jacket and matching skin-tight jeans, Ri-Ri looked flawlessly fresh-faced with her black locks scraped into a bun.

And despite the casual nature of her outfit, the star made sure to add a touch of glam with a pair of fierce white pointed stiletto heels.

Rihanna's cryptic comments come after she gave a candid interview with Oprah Winfrey earlier this month admitting she still loves Chris Brown, despite their relationship ending in her being left battered and bruised following a vicious beating at a pre-Grammy party back in 2009.

Cryptic: Rihanna posted this message on to her Twitter page

Cryptic: Rihanna posted this message on to her Twitter page

Romantic: As the star admitted she was struggling to sleep, she posted this touching message on to her Twitter page

Romantic: As the star admitted she was struggling to sleep, she posted this touching message on to her Twitter page

She said: 'We love each other and we probably always will.'

After the star's restraining order against her violent ex was dropped in 2011, she admitted they have become close friends once again.

A tearful Rihanna explained: 'We've been working on our friendship again and now we're very close friends. And that's not anything we're going to try to change.'

Feelings: Rihanna admitted in her Oprah interview that it is difficult for her to still see Chris Brown because she is in love with him

Feelings: Rihanna admitted in her Oprah interview that it is difficult for her to still see Chris Brown because she is in love with him

But with the rapper now in a long-term relationship with Karrueche Tran, the We Found Love singer admitted it's difficult to see her ex, as her feelings are so conflicting.

'It's awkward because I still love him.

'My stomach drops and I have to maintain this poker face and not let it get to the outer part of me. I have to maintain it and suppress it. When you don't understand those feelings you can make a lot of mistakes.

'I think he is the love of my life. He was my first love.'

'Love of my life': Rihanna, pictured in London yesterday, previously admitted she will 'always' love her ex-boyfriend Chris Brown

'Love of my life': Rihanna, pictured in London yesterday, previously admitted she will 'always' love her ex-boyfriend Chris Brown

'Love of my life': Rihanna, pictured in London yesterday, previously admitted she will 'always' love her ex-boyfriend Chris Brown